Having Been Human
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Fri Jul 13 13:43:58 2012
Post rejection blues

I didn't expect to be so depressed by not getting the Google job. Part of it is making it all the way to the finishing line and whizzing it down the leg at the last minute, and part of it is not getting to work with all the neat systems puzzles that they have. In the long run the "okay"ness that I talked about earlier should preside, but for now I'm pretty bummed.

Seems I'm always working without a social safety net for my moods, not having any functional social ties here.