Time Heals All Wounds.. And Then Kills the Patient
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Morning
Morning
Sun May 30 10:24:20 2004
Dark Camping

I had another one of those 'dark world' dreams, this time that I was in a community house with a bunch of rather .. common folk, and that I had 2 little Iguanas again, and that I was cleaning their cage, adding more water to it so they'd be swimming from log to log. I became worried when I overfilled it and it looked like they could get out, especially as the guy liked keeping the doors/windows open to our house. I wandered around the area.. probably with a goal, but now, I suspect, perhaps to just see more of the twisted architecture and society my asleep mind comes up with. Then again, maybe the sleeping mind doesn't work that way -- is smooth deceit part of one's dreams? Deceit against an abstract system? Note that the 'deceit' I talk about is 'not letting the dream know we're dreaming, and exploring the dreamworld in the guise of a dreamer'. I then wonder if, in real life, we actually have snippets of intention that remain in our memories telling us we've been doing that, or if we instead reconstruct from value-event mismatch the most plausable explanation, which often happens to be what we were really thinking.. Hey, taking it one step further, maybe this kind of phonomena isn't ever real at the time, it's always reconstructed inaccurately afterwards. That would be interesting..

Yesterday I learned that I find Star Wars music unintereseting, and irritating in sufficient quantity. I was at a friend's house, and he had a CD of it playing while we read some books from his (very interesting) collection. It was very predictable -- every few minutes, there'd be that damned Imperial March theme, or the old Empire theme, or the main Starwars theme.. and it just went on and on for the 50 minutes of CD there was.. And then he put on some music inspired by StarWars... Oh well, at least the company and the books were good. I just hope not to hear any more Star Wars music again for awhile..

Speaking of music, I'm gonna put some on.. I've devoted a good part of today to cleaning... I might go rock climbing later, and maybe see a movie much later, but I want to get at least a few areas of my place really clean.

Tschau!