Time Heals All Wounds.. And Then Kills the Patient
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Evening
Evening
Fri Aug 6 12:29:55 2004
Thirsty Ego
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My DSL check is finally coming back. Looks like they actually recieved both of my fillings-out of the rebate form - I was impatient when after 2 weeks, their status page showed no sign of having recieved it, so sent another. Their form grumbles at me for having sent another.. sorry.. just protecting myself against the not-too-nice rebate industry. It will be nice to have that $200 back..

I'm irritated at how cold this summer is. Brr. I'm not supposed to need to close my windows during the day at this time of year.

I've been abstractly salivating over the fastest consumer-level CPUs around nowadays.. in particular, the AMD64 Model FX53 2.4Ghz (probably the fastest and most expensive CPU around right now). The thing is, it really is an abstract desire -- apart from recently needing to break some encryption, which is likely a one-time event, I really don't need much in the way of CPU power. Still, $1651 for such a barebones system (with 2G RAM) is awfully tempting. Mhh. I really have more than enough toys and raw power at my disposal, from stuff I own and stuff I just have access to.

I recently had a brief conversation with a friend of mine, of descent from India. Was basically on the topic of Western Imperialism, which we both see as a bad thing. He spake of how people in India doubt the standing of Europeans to comment on civil rights given how the West messed up much of the world with imperialism in years past. Let's just cut'n'paste.

CENSORED: do you think it's better in europe because they have a stronger sense of where they're coming from, their history and culture? Me: Yes, and also partly because of geography Me: If you're in Europe, the other cultures are right next door, in your face CENSORED: yeah thats true CENSORED: remember though that these same enlightened european cultures had brutal empires not too long ago, where they supressed and enslaved palak-paneer-eaters and such :) Me: This is true Me: Foreign policy, of the Americans and the Europeans have been atrocious Me: Except for the Swiss, I guess CENSORED: yeah ... a lot of hardcore indians mistrust european talk of human rights because they still remember the freedom struggle Me: One's gotta live somewhere CENSORED: The swiss were financially intimate with the nazis uptil WW2 ... I guess every place has its goods and bads Me: So long as one is aware of the atrocities, and avoids covering them up, one's doing as well as one can CENSORED: yeah i agree Me: Atrocities are everywhere -- Koreans and Japanese are no friends thanks to a long history of Japanese atrocities towards the former CENSORED: i do feel europe is more humble and open to admitting mistakes than the US currently is CENSORED: yeah Me: It is disturbing how Americans know very little about the blood on their nation's hands CENSORED: yeah ... and the media, especially television media, just kinda plays along with the governments simplified view of the world and of "good and evil" ... they could really educate people if they wanted to Me: Sadly, the people don't want to be educated CENSORED: do you think that's because of major news networks being controlled by Big Business, who love this government? Me: And they media just want to give the people what nets the media $$ Me: I dunno, partly Me: Partly because the news networks feel no sense of civic duty CENSORED: yeah, its all commercialized ... disturbing images of the truth are unpopular and lead to lower ratings Me: So I don't think it's so much a conspiracy (although there may be some of that) so much as too much capitalism and not enough idealism CENSORED: i agree ... what looks like a conspiracy is often just emergent behavior in a system where the basics are out of whack