Time Heals All Wounds.. And Then Kills the Patient
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Dawn
Dawn
Mon Dec 10 04:48:24 2007
Wet Paper Wings

This weekend seemed like a good candidate for one of those "Lost Connections" personals section in the lonely supersection of the newspaper (I've never understood what that section was for - given that the content is almost universally "Saw you in elevator, you smiled, talked about birds, left", isn't writing to the newspaper about that like emotionally spitting into the wind? (in that one get's one's hopes up that said other person actually reads that section of the newspaper, which as far as I know, nobody does)) - pretty much every plan I made fell through. Things turned out ok near the end though.

Coding things I've been playing with:

I've been in a very reflective mood, prone to reflecting on the course of life, difficulties of communication, expectations people have of each other, etc. I've grown aware that there's a disconnect between the part of me that manages a conversation and the part of me that feeds information from my thoughts to that part - that unless I'm careful I can easily think that I've said far more than I have because only one of my threads of reasoning is said rather than all of them - I think I think in a more parallel way than I can speak. I wish there were a way to hook additional mouths (or hands for keyboards) up for richer communication, that if I wanted to talk about background or reasoning for a fact or judgement, I could just make another thread of conversation to do so while continuing the first, that argument maps could be explored/built that way. Talking to people about matters feels incredibly lossy, and simulating it linearly is so tedious.. I don't think letting that stop me from conversations is healthy though.. and the ease of confusion as to which of the threads of thought I actually said is pretty worrying. It feels like losing track of reality, which is perhaps a form of insanity? It'd be all too easy to accidentally drop the English grammar and slip into raw output.. meh. Terminal: confused, switch to uncooked mode. I imagine having an IRCd devoted to two-person conversation where each person is automatically in all channels on the server and channels are created and destroyed as useful for conversation, all conversation logged for easy reference by both people.. that'd be a big step towards what I'm thinking about. Hierarchies or other ways of visualising the relationship of channels to each other might be nice too - imagine: each channel - standard naming convention or relation exists for subchannels for amusing, possibly-random associations, humour, explanations, word definitions, etc.. alternative: usenet-or-email-like organisations.. none of this solves the issue of speed/tedium in serialising rapid parallel thinking into serial form, but at least the richness of representation would be better...

OLPC should arrive soon. End of present job should also arrive soon. Still no future planned...

A little bit more news...

Also, the people in Sakura (sushi place in SqHill) now know my name (was greeted with it when I walked in the door Saturday), and Margaret (of Margaret's Fine Imports) introduced me to some awesome Green Tea mints when I stopped by. My desire for fondue is now high despite little appetite in general.